Working with Guardian Angel

"Go on, dum-dum."

Now that I’ve announced the Angels of the Birth Chart thing and I already went into details regarding how one can benefit from interacting with their Guardian Angel, I will detail on my latest experiences. The first one began late last year while the second one about a couple of weeks go. Given I’ve had more of the former, I will address it and may speak of the latter at some future time after I’ve tested things in more detail.

Back in November last year I did my daily practice as a communion with my Crowley-HGA and my “good” and “bad” angels. I usually use this as daily practice, instead of regular practical rituals, during extended Voids of Course or at times the Moon is not reflecting light. The reasons for this should be obvious upon reading Asteria.

Upon asking them for help and guidance I was told to close my eyes and relax, as usual. Then I was instructed to focus on my heart.

“Not the physical heart,” they said, after I had shifted my attention to my circulatory organ.

“Your spiritual heart, the one at your center.”

I took this to mean a place between my lungs, just right of the physical heart, underneath the spot one would visualize the heart chakra.

“Good,” they said, “now witness it react and manifest.”

Indeed, I saw in my inner vision my spiritual heart flaring up in bright white light and I also sensed it physically.

“Now observe its energies and how they move through you, then find their harmony.”

I noticed magnetic field-like ripples going out from the spiritual heart and navigating their way throughout my body. This went on for a few minutes before I noticed some patterns and, having achieved that, I felt I could use my mind to influence those ripples. Once I started influencing them I noticed I felt physical sensations.

“Good. Now open your eyes and end the session. You’re done. Repeat this practice during your free time.”

I repeated the practice that night while lying down in bed and a few more nights in a row. During the last repetition I noticed I felt an ache in my lower back. Impulse and/or intuition made me visualize a beam of white light emerging from my spiritual heart and hining onto the afflicted area. The area started shining bright as well, while I began feeling it physically numbing a bit. Again, impulse and/or intuition had me verbalize a command in my mind while willing a certain energy to flow from the heart to the area:

“Warmth,” and a pinkish light flowed down and enveloped that area. A feeling of comfort arose from it and the aches seemed a thing of the past. Then I verbalized another command:

“Love,” and even brighter white light, often shifting to a kind of light sparking off of diamonds flowed. That region of my lower back was completely engulfed in that light and began shining in blinding white brilliance.

I felt the need it was enough and left it as such. It should be noted I also made use of breath work during the whole thing, inhaling deeply and exhaling forcefully but steadily during verbalization and visualization, respectively.

I repeated the exercise almost every day, targeting different body parts that were bothering me more or less. One of the most notable events was during a bus ride, when I was struck with a vicious pain at the back of my head (lasting reminder of having parried a crowbar with my head during a vicious fight some twenty years back). The blow had landed exactly on the pathway of a major nerve that comes up from the back of the neck, enters the skull, before come back out again towards the top of the head. Whenever it hits, often due to cold wind or rapid shifts in air pressure, the pain is excruciating and won’t go away until some time after I’ve taken even a more potent painkiller. Tis another reminder that guy had the last laugh even if the fight ended with me kicking him in the head and being dragged away after almost shanking him. At any rate, I managed to nip the pain in the bud that time, by doing the exercise right after I noticed it beginning to flair up.

Ever since then I began to wonder if I can do this to others. Father is naturally gifted with this kind of thing and often helped both himself and others by using his hands to brush away the nasty energies surrounding a troubled area in the body, leaving the person feeling better either immediately or within a few days. I helped him improve his innate skills by asking Sandalphon to assist him and, even though he didn’t feel the spirit’s presence or anything, he did notice improvements in time. But anyway, I had no clue I could do that, irrespective of the energy based exercises I’ve been performing during my occult practice.

Therefore, I began asking others if they allow me to try something out whenever I noticed they had some kind of physical discomfort. To my surprise it worked quite well in most cases. Naturally, chronic afflictions are very hard to end with a mere energetic caress so to speak, but I could at least alleviate symptoms for a while. The others too reported physical sensations both during and after I placed my palms over their sore spots and started projecting that energy into them, verbalizing the commands and doing the visualizations.

The most intense use of this skill so far was last week when I found myself having caught a cold. Since astrology prevented me from calling on Mars for healing and my schedule prevented me from calling on other forces for that purpose, I began using it on myself several times a day for a few days. I had the advantage that, unlike rituals, I could do it at any time and regardless of the place. While my recuperation was slower than back when I had called on Mars last year, it helped bring me back on my feet in less time than usual. 

Now, I don’t consider myself a healer, far from it, but this thing seems to be getting somewhere and I will have to go along and explore it further.

Keep in mind I've been taught this after having encountered my angel more than eight years ago, so working with personal angels is clearly an ongoing affair and not just a meet and greet. New things can be learned even after years of interacting with the angel, as it deems necessary.